I hv been seen ''KARAK'' justnow with syg.. That movie is too suck.. I hate it because of im afraid to watch horror movie.

here i back again to update this blog..

Hmmm.. Today is 28 of may 2011 now the clock shows me at 8am..

Awal2 pagi dah aku mgeluarkan air mata dapan mata.. I was expect that air mata ku ani inda kan keluar, that was mean aku dapat tahan kesedihan ku atu. Mula2 before aku kan jln keraja, aku tu besalam sma mama ku, then inda ku sangka lapas ku besalam atu, mama inda mau lapas kn tangan ku ah.. Mcm sedih jua ku tu, cnijam dbguni inda pndai kn bgun2.. Ntah msasa ku ada msalah mcm ani jrang ia ada kn timbul2 hbis2 th ia nyaman tdur.. Hmm forget it sja...

Then ku ckp rah mama ''ma aku jln dulu, antar durang gmah n amin kskulah, bru ku jln krja'' sekali mama inda mau lpas kn tgn ku.. Then sedih lah ku smpai mengis banar2 meliat mama mcm atu..

Mana bbah lagi awal2 payah kan mbguni mama. Ya tuhan tolong selamatkan mama ku.. Ku harap mama ku akan sentiasa sehat.. Aku sayangkn mamaku banar2..

Aku inda tau saja kenapa mama ku sakit smpai mcm atu, ada yg bckp urg mbuati n ada yg bckp tkana angin. Kenapa kn buleh mcm atu tu.. Smpai ati jua urg mbuati atu ah smpai inda mkirkn perasaan urg lain...

Ok lah thats it sja dlu k bye..

arrrggghhh what a fuck tonight.. Ehh baik plg dbuangnya bah HP nya ah.. Tntu kn.. Ni d'tpun2 nda bjwap, dmsg apa tah lagi inda bblas.. Hmmm.. Rasa dh ku wah kn bjumpa kdia ani p langsung bah nada bah.. Uhhh.. Ntah eyyyy...

Kenapa lah aku malam ani uh????

Mana indung inda pandai paham kan diri.. Shiiiitttt banar.. Buat itu ini pun salah dpandangan durang, baik plg aku nada drumah wah banar th..

Ni lagi masa dalam perjalanan kn k'katok lagi.. Nda semana2 krita blakang ku ani tmpau kn nyucuk2, skali dh dputung nya rupanya c'herol ex-bf ku.. Omg.. Mengana kn..

Ehh sial bah malam ani..

''I have been watch this movie last Saturday with syg'' Awesome movie..

ME & HIM

''I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you. I love you not only for what you have made of yourself, but for what you ar making of me. I love you for the partof me that you bring out''

Merpati - Tak Rela (Official Video)

Hey today is 23rd of May 2011..

Haii blogger?? I miss youu...

Hmm im bored here.. Lots of paper work must to do.. But nevermind and also i've a bit stressed.. OMG all these is fuckin' off..

Last night i told Anizam that i wont be agry anymore. Yes i should do all these.. I wont be jealous and so on. Honestly i dont want he felt boring saja.. Hmm i dont know how to say lagi.. I trust him but im always think negative ways about him..

So i try that i wont be angry lg arahnya.. Hmm yes all these i can prove to him.. Trust me..

I want to be a ''Happy Go Lucky'' like before.. Malas mau pikirkan yg inda penting n etc.. Just make it happy saja :p like Freedom sja.. Maukan kebebasan mcm dulu2 atu.. Ok thats all :p

Updating~

*17th of May is my 1 year working at Grand Motors Sdn Bhd.. How I wish i want to learn more about selling the cars in our company.. Now Im take over TWO dept which is Account Dept and Sales Dept.. Hmm..

**Actually my story is not about my job.. It is about Me and HIM.. Tonight I was in terrible.. So in damn fuckin' pain.. I don't know how to sayin' again~ I Love HIM (Anizam) I don't want to lost HIM *trust me*.. But mcm mana bulih aku tbuka ''Save Page'' rah Opera Mobile atu kn ah.. I saw he save his friendster and put the name ''My Darling'' OMG mcm nda tantu rasanya smpai ani.. D'misscall2 inda jua pandai bbalas apatah lagi d'msg.. Sama jua..

I know ''past is past'' tau lah kan aku ni mcm mana?? Perkara damit kan d'basar2i.. Hmm Last night he told me that in my HP still hv my picture with my EX, and why today I saw his old FS and also his EX-GF pic?? Mcm membalas jua dunia ni.. Arrrrrgghh~ banci jua ku eyyy~

I only want HIM.. I want HIM forever~ I don't need siapa-siapa, even my family, I only want HIM. He's everything..

Hey hey hey welcome to the month of MAY2011..

hmm long time not update thid blog because of im too busy with my work..

Anyway im just want to say I LOVE YOU AK MD ANIZAM Phg... No one can take you away from me.. You're my everything~ trust me.. I miss Youuu~

I Miss You My Blog~

From : Syalai208