Selamat Hari Raya

Im back again with fully sad mood.. Now the time shows me around 2.02am... Hmmmm~

Guys Im really in sad situation. Kenapa Anizam masa ani susah kan pecaya rah aku lagi?? Sedangkan semua yang ia marah kan atu masalah dulu but not now?? Ia inda tau kah yg aku ni sayang kn ia banar banar?? Kenapakan smua ani slalu sja blaku on my birthday bulan August ani?? OMG August's SUX baaaaahhhh..

Kenapa semestinya macam ani kan kejadiannya? Ia jua family ku, ia jua masalah lain. Always saja happen in one time. Huhh.. Kenapa lah aku macam ani?? Kenapa semestinya aku jua jadi macam ani??? How i wish i'll be happy like others. Hv a happy family and a happy life.. Tapi aku apa ada? Hmmm..

Macam kan giveup dh ku semua k'hidupan ku yang macam ani. Aku inda mau khilangan urang yang aku sayang bebanar buat kali keduanya. Eventho aku khilangan Leyzam dlu yg sampai mbuat kan aku separuh gila. Tapi aku bebanar nda mau khilangan Anizam jua. He's my life. Really2 i need him. Aku nda tau mcm mna kn explain lg. Hanya tuhan sja yg phm how i feel msa ani..

Sakit sudah kepala ku ani banarnya, inda tau mcm mana kn buat lgi spya aku sma ia nda kn klaie2 lagi. Aku try sudah inda kn stress2 drumah lagi. Aku mau cuba idup mcm urg lain jua tapi ada family ku paham? Udah buat baik semuanya tiakan salah. Macam mana lgi kan? Tunggu aku mati baru they'all puas hati?? Ok i can do like this but not at this time..

In my mind always say this words ''Im really2 jealous with others'' selalu ani sja dpikiran ku. OMG what happen to me ah??? Kenapa semua orang inda paham kan aku kan???

Now the time shows me is around 1.10am.. Hmm I still cannot sleep.. I dont know why.. But I miss my sayang soo much.. Really miss him..

Hmm eventho laletly ani malar kelaie and aku malar marah ia, i still love him. Pasal aku sayang ia banar banar lah aku selalu larang ia if do something yang aku inda tepakai..

He's my world, he's my nyawa and he's my everything.. He'll be mine forever.. Trust me..

I really really love HIM no one else..

comin' 22nd years old.. Thanks syyyygggg..

20 of August 2011 is Im officially turns 22nd years old.. Anyway thanks to My Syg (Ak Md Anizam) and also his cousin for celebrate my birthday at TT's Blue Gadong..

I love you Ak Md Anizam.. Thanks for the cake birthday syg.. Mwaaahhhhzzz...

Manchester City 2-3 Manchester United..

Glory~ Glory~ ManUTD...

Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadhan Al-Mubarak to All Muslim in the world..