Im back again with fully sad mood.. Now the time shows me around 2.02am... Hmmmm~

Guys Im really in sad situation. Kenapa Anizam masa ani susah kan pecaya rah aku lagi?? Sedangkan semua yang ia marah kan atu masalah dulu but not now?? Ia inda tau kah yg aku ni sayang kn ia banar banar?? Kenapakan smua ani slalu sja blaku on my birthday bulan August ani?? OMG August's SUX baaaaahhhh..

Kenapa semestinya macam ani kan kejadiannya? Ia jua family ku, ia jua masalah lain. Always saja happen in one time. Huhh.. Kenapa lah aku macam ani?? Kenapa semestinya aku jua jadi macam ani??? How i wish i'll be happy like others. Hv a happy family and a happy life.. Tapi aku apa ada? Hmmm..

Macam kan giveup dh ku semua k'hidupan ku yang macam ani. Aku inda mau khilangan urang yang aku sayang bebanar buat kali keduanya. Eventho aku khilangan Leyzam dlu yg sampai mbuat kan aku separuh gila. Tapi aku bebanar nda mau khilangan Anizam jua. He's my life. Really2 i need him. Aku nda tau mcm mna kn explain lg. Hanya tuhan sja yg phm how i feel msa ani..

Sakit sudah kepala ku ani banarnya, inda tau mcm mana kn buat lgi spya aku sma ia nda kn klaie2 lagi. Aku try sudah inda kn stress2 drumah lagi. Aku mau cuba idup mcm urg lain jua tapi ada family ku paham? Udah buat baik semuanya tiakan salah. Macam mana lgi kan? Tunggu aku mati baru they'all puas hati?? Ok i can do like this but not at this time..

In my mind always say this words ''Im really2 jealous with others'' selalu ani sja dpikiran ku. OMG what happen to me ah??? Kenapa semua orang inda paham kan aku kan???

Now the time shows me is around 1.10am.. Hmm I still cannot sleep.. I dont know why.. But I miss my sayang soo much.. Really miss him..

Hmm eventho laletly ani malar kelaie and aku malar marah ia, i still love him. Pasal aku sayang ia banar banar lah aku selalu larang ia if do something yang aku inda tepakai..

He's my world, he's my nyawa and he's my everything.. He'll be mine forever.. Trust me..

I really really love HIM no one else..

comin' 22nd years old.. Thanks syyyygggg..

20 of August 2011 is Im officially turns 22nd years old.. Anyway thanks to My Syg (Ak Md Anizam) and also his cousin for celebrate my birthday at TT's Blue Gadong..

I love you Ak Md Anizam.. Thanks for the cake birthday syg.. Mwaaahhhhzzz...

Manchester City 2-3 Manchester United..

Glory~ Glory~ ManUTD...

Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadhan Al-Mubarak to All Muslim in the world..

Hai guys its been few days sudah inda updated. Anyhow today is end month of July2011 which is later meliat anak bulan for Ramadhan Season..

Later i'll go with Love Anizam to Limbang. Actually planing mau k'Miri p nevermind, next time will hv time 2 go Miri.. But I really miss KL too. I hopping that i'll go there soon..

Yesterday 30th of July 2011 is my last day joined with Grand Motors Sdn Bhd.. Because of i've offered with the new company at Lambak area..

------> will update soon :)

Honestly im missing you rightnow Ak Md Anizam Phg..

Im sorry if lately ani im always marah2, all these because of im really Love you bah.. Hmm tambah lagi im stressed at work.. Hmm mcm mna th kn inda marah2??

Im sorry syg ah.. Really really sorry k..

From the bottom of my heart, you're always I love forever.. Trust me...

♥♥ Ak Md Anizam Phg~ ♥♥

- I love him more each and everyday.
- Hes the only guy that has my heart.
- When I walk with him, its like hes the only one I can see.
- No one could ever take his place.
- Hes the love of my life.
- Hes the one I'm always thinking of.
- Hes my only one.
- Hes my world, my life, my everything.

I Love HIM so much~

'' I wont regret to have you in my life, as you know that we were born to be together... ''

Happy 5th Monthsarry to us syg.. may god bless us..

It's been how many months passed already but nothings change. I still luv u so much and fall inluv with u all over again. We had misunderstandings, a lot of it, that due to this distance thing it's so hard to really understand each other. U made me freak out at tyms. U made me cry so hard at times as well. But those doesn't really matter. For I am so unbelievable in luv with u.

Our relationship is far from perfect, but nevertheless, the luv we hv for each other is the strongest thing I’ve ever felt, and u never stop fighting for me. I thank u 4 that, u really do save me on a daily basis. Letting myself luv u was the best thing I ever did. I'll keep on fighting. I'll keep u by my side. I'll never let go of the grip. I'll hold u close here in my heart.

I love you very much Ak Anizam Phg.. The only one I love is always YOU syggg...

'' I've gone through a range of emotions today. Monstly excited about when seeing my LOVE everyday~''

Syalai208

Problem~ Problem~ and problem~ always sja have problem.. Apa lagi kn bnarnya ah..

Lurus th tu katanya yg aku ni slalu sja mencari kesalahannya.. Hmmm ntahhh eyyy... Gara2 ia sabut nama c'badang pn aku bleh jd cani, bukan apa ah aku ctu dmlm.. Dpt jua dpkirkan bah.. Buat apa th ia sabut2 nama2 drng atu lg?? Sdangkn aku sma ia sudah.. Aku wh, ada prnah kah sabut nama2 exnya?? Hmm ntah lh.. Rasa ku sudah wah kn ia bnr2, 1 nama ex nya pn inda ku prnah kn mnyabut.. Skit sja ati ani mun kn dsbut kn.. Aku andang banci udah bah bila nama2 ex ku kna sabut2, bhp th lg kn sabut2?? Eh ntahh lh..

Ani cani plg nah kjdiannya.. Ada2 sja kn.. Baik tntu mati, inda jua kn dpkirkn lg.. Ani slalu jua d'ungkit2 aku jmpa scndle lh apa lh.. ada prnah kh slama ani ku jmpa lwlaki lain?? Tau lah aku ni bnyak kwn lelaki p nada wh rsa ku kn jmpa urg lain atu, slama ani, aku mlr jua jmpa ia... Psal aku banar2 kn ia n maukn ia slalu bside aku.. Knpa lgi kn mcm ani ni, udah ku bnr2, p msih jua urg b'anggapan yg aku ni mcm main2, apa lgi kn yg bleh mbuatkn ia pcya yg aku ni bnr2 ia??? Hmm kusut ku eyy..

Mun aku ni main2 kn bh, andng awal bh udh ku main2 kn, buat apa ku kn jmpa parents nya sdngkn aku kn main2 kn sja.. Ni 1 niat ku kn main2 kn atu th nada.. Onda prnah bh trlintas dpkiran kn main2 kn ia.. Hmm inda ku tau lg mcm mna... Sakit sja ku mkirkn bah.

And ani pn jua sl aku kn mbwa kpenanjong, knpa selalu ah, asal ada function msti jua aku yg nda bdangan ksna.. Ntah ah maybe alum ada msanya kli ah aku ni kn mbwa urg kpnanjong, msti ada2 sja tia halangan atu.. Ntahh eyy